im munshee

2009-10-31T11:06:00.000-07:00

if I were to not sleep and study til the day of exam, i'm afraid i oso cnt study finish. so screwed up. btw, i will be away on 31st dec to beijing, woo, i haven see snow before and i am so excited.

i am a grumpy toast

2009-10-28T13:34:00.000-07:00

i roll on my bed, but i just carn fall asleep. i think i am too stress. just fnished my fyp progress report. i have another report due monday, which i got no idea how to go about doing it. have to prepare for presentation next friday. quiz this friday. 7 papers for me to mug.

btw, randomly, i tot of ten things tat i have regretted in my life:
1) Eating too much ever since the year 2004.
2) Not studying when i step into uni.
3) Not spending enuff time for my late grandfather.
4) Dunno how to handle r/s with my frens.
5) Dunno how to hug n tell my frens tat i love them. n i truly love them.
6) Not wearing braces then, and i think its little too late now becos i dun wan to go out working with braces on me.
7) Not saving money. and now i am damn super broke.
8) Failed to teach my little bro maths
9) Not to take up a sport.
10) treasure wat i have

ok tire, good night.

2009-10-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

ok i am stuck at home for the whole damn day. becos i have tons of work to finish up. my coming wed presentation, another presentation, quiz on friday, report due on fri. fucking alot of stuff. but i am so bored at home, tempted to watch some shows, but i hold myself back.

my sister's keeper, whoever who told me i will cry watching, bullshit. its not so touching n stuff lah. and i am in my pms mode. depression.

ps: i still hates u

2009-10-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

i am officially not going back to hall. i have been wondering what went wrong for months and its not becos pollly is not around. and i finally understood wat had happened.

its a big disappointment to find out that ppl u thought u knew could be a stranger to u. totally abandon ur feelings, ur existent and presence. which makes me feel so sick n tire.

btw, i haven blogging becos i have nothing to say about. it has been observed that when girls are attached, they will tend to forgo other stuff, and i realised it myself too. but over the two months, i learn to not behave tat way. ok, this just a point of view.

last note, if u not going to shout it out loud and make ur stand, no one in hell will noe whats going on. but if u make too much noise, ppl will start judging u. life sucks. !@#$%^&*()_

2009-07-30T19:34:00.000-07:00

hurray..last day of work. i have this mix feeling, becos work ends means sch starts.

i have going thru this very very difficult period of my life. i cnt wait for a day to pass faster. i hate the feeling to wake up and have this heart wrenching ultra pain.

2009-07-20T02:15:00.001-07:00

no mood no mood no mood.

2009-06-27T09:16:00.001-07:00

lols. its furnie. full stop.

anyway shopping for the entire day. my legs are breaking now. went to collect passport in the morning. met yh and we walk and walk shop ans shop. she bought nth and i bought alot of things. i am dry now.

and finally, with the passport, i can go JB anytime. woohoo.

today i saw enghui in the bus and i was at the bus stop and this is not the 1st time tat happen....*random*

i still need to buy many many things.
remover
get my hair done
bag for sch
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2009-06-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

sunday was my dearest cousin's 23rd bdae. so..happy birthday. lotsa love. and so.. i organise a kbox session this coming wed. hurray.

if u think tat i am suppose to be sad, i am feeling kinda relieve. u have no idea how miserable i was. i can tell u i am really standing at the cross junction and dunno where i shud head towards.

anyway, weekends pass like ZOOM. went to attend sherlyn solemnization on sat. i gave my 1st ROM to her. haha. many many well wishes for her and her husband ya. and the worst thing of the day is i was wearing heels and before i even meet anyone for the day, i step on the drain and the whole thing came out. NICE. in the end, i have to wear huisi's shoe. i must admit I am a clumsy fat bitch.

den i met firda and fatin and we hang out in MACDONALD for bout an hour?

travel down town to catch 'i love you man'. not bad a show but i dun understand how can sumone fall asleep with the noisy bunch of audience.

SUNDAY
i was resting at home and basically, every sunday i am going thru the same old thing and i just wan to get out of it. so i did sumthing tat i tot will free me. apparently it does, but... aiya. dunno lahx

and i think its out of some pity, i manage to get a mahjiong session and continue to lose money. no luck.

TODAY, i went to ah ma hse for dinner, my aunty help me renew my passport and finally, i can go anywhr already. JB trips pls. well, the trip down to woodlands is good becos my aunty passed me a MAC foundation( love her lots), and they bought me new clothes. i am so excited lahx. and the best thing is i had a talk with my ah ma and i feel like i am the little gal, 18 yrs ago, crawling around ah ma and telling her everything. and i only told her wat i feel and how i think. I love her=D

ok. i am going to beijing, october or maybe nov, but its going to be this yr. my poor aunty is working over ther alone, so WE have to pop by and say hello to her man.

take care ppl. once again. pls drink more water and take care. especially you ok.

time to gossip girls.woohoo

2009-06-19T09:11:00.000-07:00

nowadays, my hse wireless is not functioning properly and ytd i type a super long post and teng teng. GONE.

and i was saying, how bad my office's toilet paper are. and if u know me well, i am a frequent to toilets. and if u happen to be urgently looking for toilet, call me ok, i will tell u whr. and basically i have left my shit in most of the shoppin mall. actually, ALL. and ya, i am toking bout the toilet paper, its the worst i have encounter. and it is hurting my ass.

and i went to crystal jade for steamboat just now, and they have steamboat porridge, shall go there and try soon. and after i met firda, on my way back home, i saw this malay guy and malay girl under my VOID DECK. well tat is quite common, but the girl unbutton her shirt, leaving oni her bra on and the guy was shooting her while she is posing and when i look over, she did not even felt abit of shame. i was completly taken aback. STUN.....

ok. watch show time.. i am going to enjoy my friday sleep at 6am feeling. byebye

2009-06-18T01:45:00.001-07:00

You know wat. i am so fucking going genting myself.

2009-06-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

名成利就人人想拥有
谁料此刻只向往自由
留住这光辉今天不再等候
奋勇地退出这急流

求名逐利时常多争斗
尝尽圈中的欢笑泪流
人在那高峰始终都不免跌后
长日担忧心神倦透

不奢望天长地久
只要是曾经拥有
今天内心感足够
应走时候决定放手

至爱知音感谢你恩深厚
临别依依不忍再望转头
期望你记住我今晚分手以后
从旧歌中心灵互扣

i have been listening to this song...thousand times. i share with u=D

2009-06-16T00:02:00.000-07:00

basically, today and ytd is soooo zhou bo. and tat is why i dun feel tire becos i got nth to do. sian.

anyway, ytd night, a pimple at my ear finally break. yeah. it has been disturbing me for damn long can. especially when i listen to ear phone. ok gross.

alrght, movie tonight, carn wait to watch. ytd night kana my bro duan. super angry with him. whole world waiting for him to watch movie. somemore he suggest one.

2009-06-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

i sacrifies my face to show u all firda with her specs. we are damn smelly and dirty i tell u. but this was one yr ago. i wasn't even with pocket.

me and hui. i cnt rmb at all whr we took this. but i suddenky found it in my hp.

this is me. is it the shirt, the camera, the way the person took the pic or its me. looks slimmer. wahaha. younger oso. i look freak like a lao char bo now. dun laugh my friends, u guys oso old already.

i just search high and low for my disc 1. i fucking swear i am not going to pack my room again, i cnt find my things when they are in order. damn! lucky no ones at home, if not i will throw all my thantrum at them , and suay suay my mother 1st to come home, and she get from me. haha. den i found it under many many books. arrggs@#$%^&*()

today, all the engineers are so busy, all i become the most free person inthe office. so i keep surfing net, change song, even plan my timetable. walk here walk ther... 4 plus, go help them buy chicken rice cos the whole office skip lunch due to the very filling breakfast.

and basically ytd was sunday. a nua day. i slept til 11 plus, wake up lunch, sleep til night, wake up dinner. sleep again, den wake up supper. CMI~~~~and a day just pass like tt.

why are humans so horrible, they cnt behave consistently one. suddenly the are so nice, suddenly, i think all of us have split character. so scary.

2009-06-13T12:54:00.000-07:00

woohoo.. flea market.. spend 40 bucks after super controlling myself. and i bought stuffs. so happy. though its hot and squeezy but its worth it cos i manage to fit in watever things i bought.

anyway the PC fair is damn crowded. me and firda was like sandwich and we just got watever i wan to buy and go off, and we made a right choice. and, we were late for dinner once again. MAnhanttan fish, well, i tot it will be nice, but it was so not ecpected. not very nice. oily and not tasteful. but since i skip lunch, i finished the plate myself. den its the banging session that was longed been played. miss it and was fun. except tat i was bleeding so hard, it affects me..

ok i shall show u watever i bought, if i am not lazy tmr.

and tmr kana pangseh by stupid polly pocket becos its the mum's bdae. watever lo. i shall go jog and visit ah ma.

skipped jogging for two weeks, i am so fat right now.

anyway, i think it is so wrong. really really really. omg

2009-06-12T10:25:00.000-07:00

l too bored in changing room
the slut face
all very engross with mio TV
long ago, rainbow at hall ten.
my bro with his greeny room.
i need the tail to make the dvd works
he needs a bath
my work desk..but its smaller now

our last date at TCC

2009-06-11T12:23:00.000-07:00

i told u i love sex and the city..and yes..i just completed all of it. and i finished it bit by bit with lotsa of discipline. i wan MORE...

weekends weekends and more weekends.

2009-06-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

its wed. and i am at home right now. suppose to visit the dentist becos i cnt permanently be biting my gums and it hurts when i swallow saliva. and i am suppose to go NTU to settle stuff.so i decided to take a morning leave but now. i need to call office and tell them i need a afternoon too. becos ytd has been a late night. 5 hrs of k-boxing and it so damn tiring. and sorry gals, for the ultimate smelly leg.

monday and tuesday in office, i was damn tire, i dunno why. maybe i am reaching my limit, shit. i need to remind myself i am doing attachment. damn.

last sat, i treated my family to yum cha. and with the help of my mum's fren, 15% discount and deserts foc, quite cheap. and den i took a NEL to sengkang, get a ride from zh, we took the TPE tunnel to geylang. and i think the tunnel is cool, and everyone is suppose to travel at 70km/h. i dun think i have much chance to take the tunnel again. but anyway, i lost 13=(

so on monday, i mj again with my bro fren, at 1st, the luck was so unbelievable, but whenever i win right, i will feel sad for the rest and i will start losing, so all in all, i lost 3.

sunday was a suppose to meet bf day. but he always end up doing other things, so i stayed home. eat thousand bowls of rice and sleep millions hour. its good but it makes me feel damn lerthagic.

*and firda is back!!! miss the maid.

2009-06-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

terminator..not bad..

ubin trip on sat, noot bad quite fun except tat its really damn shag. after tat we went over to adam's place to play cards, and by then i was really so damn tire becos i only slept like 4 hrs. after which my very kind and nice bro came over bishan to fetch me to woodlands. khine yee's bade and there was bbq at the top of the house.. and suddenly my auntie's insurance boss came to tok to me, i noe wat he wants to say and he took away my 40 min. after bbq, it was mahjiong game, the noisest i ever had play, the whole place is like market, ten thousand ppl toking at one go. omg, carn concentrate, lucky my concentration level is high. played two games and slept at 5am. the next day..

i did sumthing super ridiculous, i made my way to loyang just to play mahjiong, it doesn't really make sense i tell. and i cab down from woodlands.. and since i dun have cash, and the uncle brought me all over pasir ris to find a atm machine, and i couldn't help him think becos i was so angry why the hell did i go ther in the 1st place. but nvm, i won money. haha. den i mrt all the way from pasir ris to bb. i slept all the way with my head tilted and fuck, my shoulder is so pain and sour now.

and back to work today, ate so much lahx. yam cake and porridge for breakfast, sai fun for lunch, durian in the afternoon. so i decided to skip dinner, but sure fail one.

tmr got to stay back in office for some course by ntu ex-professor, wed is shopping time!!! dinner on thurs, friday..hmmhmmm i am still thinking to go back fuhua anot. sat i am going to buy my family breakfast since i got my pay. sat afternoon, i am going to play mj again. wahaha. sunday is going to be a finally meet my bf day. phew.

take care peeps

2009-05-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

hello. have u had a nice weekend. i had mine.

last thurs. met up with the 49 ppl to celebrate firda's bdae. went to this weird INdo restaurant. ate indo food. and i think ermm.. i prefer sumthing else. and den we went to catch angels and demons which is quite a nice show, but i was too tire to really enjoy it. and den me and firda cab home. sian~ why do i live in the west.

after not playing mahjiong for a very long time, mr hankeong msn me on friday morning and told me he is back in singapore. haha. i noe wat he wants. so i manage to find legs and two rounds.. lost $3. not so bad. but i must say sorry to the guys cos my hse really like oven. fucking hot. even we a ceilingfan and two other fans, it was like volcano and my mother was busy serving them drinks.

sat.. though its a weekend and i am suppose to sleep til the sun sets, but i did not to so, becos I fianlly realise how impt it is. so i follow the plan, took a bus with firda to bishan, ate cafe cartel(lagsane is goodz) and proceed on to adams place for games. but apparently its not as fun, probably becos i am fucking sleepy. but still, i just miss them. no movies to catch so we went for dinner and home sweet home.

sunday morning, we skipped watever we have to go again, becos we are 2 very lazy gers. so we meet in the noon instead, drove down to havelock rd to eat some nice food but it was close, so change venue to great world. thats a place for the rich ppl i think. all the big angmohs and the little angmohs. lols~~ den drove back to NTU for a hall interview which i think is quite redundant but well, no choice. after tat, drop jasmine, go home, go bugis find that polly pocket. and watch night in the museum 2.. and tat is a super lame and stupid show. i slept for half an hr and i think the show is way below 0 star. waste time waste money.

new week new hope
today i went to to BCA to collect drawings with my engineer and we took a cab back office and the uncle brought us tour around the west... dunno on purpose or wat lahx, but since not i pay. nvm=D went for a jog just now, but let me tell you wat u have eaten today..

breakfast
chee cheong fun
one dumpling

lunch
sai fun

pre dinner
2 dumplings

post dinner
3 plates of fried rice

damn lucky i went to run.

ok time to watch sex and the city~~

2009-05-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

zhihui is back.. which means ten days has just passed... so fast man. tmr results coming out. kill me.

anyway, i just finish writing the SHF rec write up. after doing so much, i still have to write, the idea sucks man. but still...i wrote it.

work has been not bad so far, but stuff are piling up, my current project is going to be due in two days, omg... den another project come in straight.. 1st was studying steel design.. den concrete.. now i have to read up geotechnical.. basically i am covering the core modules for the next sem. i am going to ace the papers...wahaha. say only~

met up with this gal whom i have not seen for the past 13 yrs..but it feels like we have just met ytd. tok and tok and tok and tok. I was so glad I found her back.

alright going to mask myself den go sleep already, tmr is a happy day!!!

friday i'm going to eat my fav prawn mee..more happy.

2009-05-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

i just send out an email. sumthing that is so impt. if the person dun reply properly, then it will be an end.

super shag now, after a day's of work, and i was counting, another 2 more months to go. cnt take leave or anything, i feel like dying already.

anyway, i wonder whr are all the people, all over at aust, taiwan, hongkong, US, expo's exam hall. busy par toring...i am all left alone and this sux.

gtg sleep soon...meeting my long lost primay 1 fren tmr. feeling awkward yet excited.

good night

2009-05-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

I will marry you if u buy me a philip dvd remote control. i need it badly.

today is tadah..monday! woke up, change go to work. boeard the bus and sit beside a whole body tatoo malay guy, and the seat was so cramp but i dare not anyhow move. spend the whole morning listening to music and surfing web and ate lady boss's homecook breakfast. No one is free to pass me stuff. manager and engineer was sort of quarreling in front of boss, i was so damn scare lahx, but lucky they manage to contain themselves. after lunch, finall get to do a new project, once again, calculate and calculate.... suppose to meet fatin and jean.. but dun sae le. so i went home, went to some ulu blks and................ buy my dinner and bought straits times. hahah*wink wink read the newspaper, i mean the entire paper, and it took me like 2 hrs. den did my masks, spoilt myself with all the butter and creams and stuff... i finally realise, u have to love urself before ppl will love you. anyway i went for a jog oso, and i ran 2.6km. yeah!!!

take care peeps. drink more water and sleep early.

ps. life keeps changing and changing, you have no choice but learn to accept it. i am trying my best.

2009-05-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Firdawati Bte Somsudin.

i had a lousy weekend. spend both days at home doing nothing. roll on the bed watch tv. sat night went ikea to window shop. sunday night watch star trek. to my surprise, star trek is quite nice lehx. though i was busy catching the subtitles, but lucky pollie explain the story to me. Pollie is going to move home officially which means i will have the entire bed to myself, but ... "healthy relationship" i suppose

ok i have no jobs at the moment and i am super bored. carn wait for thurs to come. results on friday. actualli thurs midnight can check le.

Happy belated Birthday to Woon Li.

2009-05-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

good morning

have you tried sleeping in the toilet when u were getting ready to go sch. and u bluff ur mum you were shitting . haha. i think i tried it every day from 1995-2005.

alright 1st time late for work after bout 3 weeks. 25 min late and i couldn't be bothered. too tire. i walk in to the office with my sleepiest face.

i had a weird dream ytd. but i cnt rmb wat is it. i noe its a weird dream.

*sex and the city

2009-05-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

45 more min to go!!!

finally two more days to weekend. i cnt wait to stay home and slack.

after 3 weeks not staying in hall, i felt the difference, usually i will climb stairs dunno for how many times a day, now, not even once. shit. i can feel the fats. everyday when i reach office, they will order breakfast. den 2 hrs later, lunch. go back dinner. fuck up. i hate organised life.

anyway, ten more days to getting result. my god!

now i realise the impt of coffee.

2009-05-11T00:29:00.000-07:00

3.30pm on a monday afternoon.

i am so bored in office becos I got nothing to do and most probably I have to spend the afternoon reading txbk. tats a good thing becos i won't read it during semester. last sat came back to finish stuff. end up now nth to do, so damn stupid. arhh

yesterday is a super boring day, sleep wake eat sleep wake eat watch tv sleep.........

sat. was suppose to play card game. but... end up drove to sengkang. wah..indeed very far. den when i return, i think i go wrong direction, somehow end up at pie toward changi. den when i was travelling back from pie, heavy rain. so i took 45 min to reach home. shag.

anyway, belated happy mother's day. and happy birthday to my mum. good food later.

last friday, was aunty's bdae, so i travelled from office to chinatown, alomost faint becos the traffic jam is like so god damn serious.

*this morning before breakfast, my boss was saying prayers, omg. and stun, everyone in office seems like christian. that moment is like so cold so cold. u noe u noe.

back to reading txbk.

2009-05-02T13:19:00.000-07:00

i rmb how i cry nonstop
i rmb how i walk away
i rmb how i hurt myself
i rmb how much i gave up
i rmb how i scream
i rmb how i go on and on
i rmb how many times i hit ur stupid no
i rmb how many times i got phone calls rejected
i rmb how i beg

and i rmb all these especially when u did nthin

NOTHING

2009-05-02T13:15:00.001-07:00

i swear i am leaving you. i swear!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-01T13:03:00.000-07:00

i am sure going to miss them very much. casey and zhihui. the two very smart guys. casey, the one who loves good food and good food and good food. zhihui, he can sing real well and i will miss his voice for sure. and thanks to them, this sem, most of the time, i dun travel public. i regret moving over to 52. becos i missed out alot of funs. though i still go visit during bbq and stuff. all the best for their future endevours. gatherings shall be held at board game shop and places with good food.
teppanyaki @ jurong hill top. followed by bowling sessions @ chevrons. me and firda champ the games=D
this ger is my ten yrs best best fren. i love her very much but unfortunately her love for me is so much lesser. becos she is so occupied with her bf. hai. but i still love her. haha. sorry bout ur bdae present, i will get asap. i mean we will! meet up soon=D
i miss my long hair. how come we loook the same colour?

2009-05-01T12:54:00.000-07:00

happy advance birthday my dear. love you~~~
i think my eyes is kinda cock.
baby i quite like the food. can u bring me there the next time.

2009-05-01T12:31:00.000-07:00

hello hello

i am back. for your info, i have started my IO in a small civil engineering firm. and the thing bout small firm is the stuff are closely-knitted.

lets back track abit, exams overed for 2 weeks. the period during exam is totally shitty, i was super kancheong and stress and fuck up. if u r my fren, u shud noe tat i missed a paper becos i overslept. how old already, this kind of thing still can happen. i am so super disappointed in myself. super!!!
even though its over, i can still feel the pain, becos i bloody studied for like two nights.

den its the starting of the massive slim down thingy, i went jogging for 3 nights in a week. shake the hula hoop, and nth happens. so i am kinda lazy to exercise le. haha. i need immediate result, can u advice me on what i can do.

my perfect weekend(two weeks ago)
i slept til late afternoon, feeling exam free, tok a cab down my ah ma hse, went for a swim, ate the most delicious dinner. supposed to play mahjiong but let baby played instead. so i read my all time fav wan bao, den visit the vege market with my aunty, mum and khine yi. sunday morning went to gym, ate breakfast with jasmine at the duck noodle at jurong west. took a walk along the place i used to walk for four years. den drove back home. wake my baby up. den both of us continued to slack, after which we dye our hair together. den he went back home. and i forget wat i do le. sleep i think. or i went back hall or sumthing. but i love that weekend.

now back to IO. 1st day of work. boss buy us lunch. i cnt rmb the name of the place, but i will not forget the bill. 9 of us ate 800 plus. i love my job!!! haha. but anyway i was calculating and drawing the whole day and i think i am going to do that for the rest of the IO. so bored~~~ but i guess its better den doing photocopying and printings.

And the second day of werk, boss has set that every thursday is going to be a mountain climbing day. so no choice, i did not bring my shoes to work though, but they say MUZ go climb. so bobian, i went home during lunch to get shoes. haha. but nvm, its only a ten min bus ride to reach my hse from workplace. den i went to fish soup for lunch. and the lunchtime queue is horrible. i saw 20 plus bowls stacking up. waiting to be served. and i ask the aunty..'aunty i muz wait how long ah, i rushing' and her ans is'ok i arrange for u' and in the next 3 min, my food is served. haha. i felt so privilege. thank you aunty!!!

after two days of waking up in the morning, keeping awake in the afternoon, seriously its a torture for me lehx. so after today, 'labour day' i slept from 12 am to 430pm. 14 hrs and 30 min. shiok to max. den i met jasmine, qf and huisi for dinner @ kenny rogers. supposingly to celebrate ms ling's bdae. den we went to some toilet to put make up. interesting ahx. i got this long super long eye lashes. super uncomfortable can!! den we went to club. haha. i haven been to club for thousand of years.

alrights, i going to sleep soon. shopping tmr... yeah!!! and my baby throw a super big tanthrum(i dunno how to spell) and i ignored him. haha. sorry baby! i was super tire. see u later ok. miss u lotsa. @@@

i want to go sentosa, should i get a leave. haix.

2009-03-23T02:36:00.000-07:00

i wish i wish i wish i can disappear and not talk to anyone. at least this will stop me from thinking. leaving in my own bloody world. no human relationship becos its suck. i got no idea how to handle every shit.

2009-03-19T13:53:00.000-07:00

I met this stupid gal at sentosa. so hard to meet her. we still got some fate.

the raffles hotel car that cost 250$ an hour. show you a clearer picture another time. haha.

ytd i lead the life of a rich lady. 1st was dim sum at chjimes. follow by a ride around singapore for 2 hrs in a car tat cost 500$ with a chaffuer. den to keppel bay for a coffee. i love it!!

2009-03-12T12:55:00.000-07:00

2 days ago..i played bridge

1 days ago..i played bridge

tonight..i bridged again.

lousy yet addictive

side track abit. i would like to thank all who made hall prod possible and all who came. alot alot of saigang has been done.

Marley and me is a good show. I feel like having a dog..butbut i dun dare to touch.

todae is a motor riding day, and i dun like it. even though its quite fast, liek 120km/h. but u cannot lie down and ur back aches. but i would to thank my dearest bro for sending me back hall. he must be too bored=D

And i think i got for attachment, its only ten min away from my hse. i dun care whether its a big or small company, good or bad,good pay or bad pay, as long as i dun have to wake up early in the morning, so be it. and i am so glad, i manage to find it, i am so so lucky!!!

2009-02-22T11:31:00.000-08:00

i am lazy to update. lazy lazy lazy

my baby is going out to work which means i will see him lesser. And i am alone in the room.

i realised i haven been bloggin for one month plus. lols. lets first tok about new yr. it was the same thing every yr. but this time round, i become more friendly and i initaited a tok to my distant-handsome cousin. lols.

and this semester, i have shifted back to 49, and mahjiong session continues. but the people i play with changes, and i muz adapt to the playing style.

den i so damn busy with culture night, every night stuck at jam band room listen to jam band, listen to ppl sing, dun even practice myself. lucky everything is finally over. and thank god, everyting went on fine. but well, working with someppl fucking piss me off. but i wan to thank everyone who came down, even though u guys have to work the other day. appreciate alot. and my mum and aunties came too.

my vday was postponed becos me and polly went to flower shop to sent flower, so i am going for a post celebration next week. lousy!!

i super regret doing hall production becos ther is so much things to do. and i am super stress. can 6th march faster come. money, ticketing, acts, props, i worry bout them every night before i go sleep.

anyway, this sem, i was a good gal, i went to for quite some classes and took some quizes.

ytd we went to play xplat, ok i admit i got no contribution. but i really cnt run lahx. pekchek.

and yah, dear fatin, we shall celebrate ur bdae soon ok. and to cindy if u read this, take good care of urself, and may god bless you=D

ps. i miss my family.

2009-01-22T02:28:00.000-08:00

hello everyone, i am back from hong kong. the weather is super duper cold can. the face and lips are cracking already. Few hours after I touch down, we went to meet paul's bro and his friend and it was the first time i went into the pub/cafe opp somerset mrt to eat and drink. We ordered a beer, den a salads, den a main dish. After which they insist in goin tcc for coffee. what a meal!!! Den the next day, we meet in the afternoon for lunch. And same thing, we ordered beer, and we ate german food. it was delicious. And again, we went to drink coffee. I want to thank the bro and his friends for paying the bills. Haha.

Oh yah, and i finally went timbre, it was okok. me and jasmine drank one jug of beer, and she was forced by me to drink. Sorry.

I am so addicted to beer, only beer ok. I have been drinking almost everyday, yea. tonight will be heading to TD, but without polly. But i very tempted by the drinks, so i shall go. haha.

For those who drives on road almosteveryday, bless you. I heard bout more and more accidents. So pls be careful on road. pay attention while driving.

4 more days to chinese new yr, i am not so looking forward lahx, very sian one. every year see the relative ask the same question. they not sian i answer oso sian liao. I din even buy new yr clothes, intend to wear anything i caN find in the cupboard. plus baby is not around.. sian... looking forward to next wed..gonna make zhihui drank.

2009-01-07T20:00:00.000-08:00

i am so sick of life. i hate to adapt to change. argg

anyway, i went to a thai disco ytd night. is like nth lehx, normal pub but in thai. but the gals are hot. And finally the GE internship is done and over with except I have to tale the test and stuff. but at least no nid to attend lesson even though i din lahx, but at least u dun hab to be guilty for not going class.

Anyway I wanna thank my dear fatin for the chalet, it was very nice of u. And finally firda bother to come along. After the chalet, me and polly rush down to bishan, from pasir to bt batok den to bishan, just to go JB for bloody one night stay. lol. i dun wan to go one lor. arrggg. but i think it was ok, manage to learn some stuff, and the next day, both of us woke up late, i think ty muz be bloody mad with us. i am so sorry to give so much trouble.

ok countdown to my trip but me and cindy haven got the time to come out and plan, hopefully tonight we will meet pls.

anyway, this semester i am taking elective by myself again, one ting bout taking it myself, i wan to go dun go oso no nid paisae or wat. but if i realli go and no one tok to me, i will bored to death, and that explains why i dun go...haha. not really also.

oh yah, i am so happy all my frens like all attach leh. yay. new yr new beginning. take care everyone.

ps. i miss jasmine=D

2008-12-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back. haven been blogging since holiday starts. just a rough runthrough of wat i did..

i went to vietnam and tried riding motor and i happen to bang into a wall.
i have to share a blanket with firda every night just becos the guys carn do tat.
we kept travelling nonstop and bought lotsa Astuff.
Every meal, we will order many stuff but poor firda, she cnt eat some of the food.
and we kana tok a few times and the most memorable one is the $30 cab fare. Ridiculous.
Poor baby din manage to try the nicest chicken pho becos he and gene cnt wake up on time in the morning.
Zhihui enjoy the beer quite alot cos its cheap.
Overall, vietnam trip is ok.

GE internship
Becos of this, i did not find any jobs. damn! but anyway i oni went two times. ok dun feel like toking bout it.

Carom game. I spent two whole days in hall 8 playing carom, i hate the feeling when only left one seed against one seed, the heart keep u noe.

and one day i finally cnt tahan already, so i ask firda go watch movie with me, ip man. i watched it again last night, quite a nice show but not worth it to watch two times. and the following week, i went to watch pride and glory, australia, yes man and all the shows not up to standard one, sian!

and merry belated xmas. this xmas eve, i almost got drunk again, lucky i was firm enuff.

ytd, i finally go to east coast, even though i reach ther damn late, and we oni cycle for one hr cod its damn ex, but at least i manage to get my whole body off the room.

ok tats all. results coming out tonight... god bless me and baby!

take care my frens~

2008-11-13T16:33:00.000-08:00

Hi Munshee
OK. Your "quiz" will be to create a quiz comprising of at least 18
questions (with solutions) from all parts of the course. The questions
you set and the answers to those questions will be a reflection of what
you have gained in the last 13 weeks. And you will be graded based on
them. As a guildline, to get a high score, the level of difficulty must
match Quiz 2 and at the very least, that of the tutorial questions.

if i noe how to set questions, i would be the prof already. anyway, tat explais wh i am not sleeping becos i am rushing the damn dumb quiz.

2 down, 5 more.

anyway, one more trip added. yipee!!!!

2008-11-12T14:31:00.000-08:00

pronouce the word 'english', if u like and take pride in the way u say it out, u are basically quite good in it. too bad i'm not.

all these lead to deduction in marks as u write an essay.

1st paper down.... 6 more to go.

2008-11-09T13:44:00.000-08:00

i dunno about you. but i love this.

my holiday plan

2008-11-09T13:28:00.000-08:00

we stepped out of our little home to mac to study.

here goes my holiday plans~

1. Genting trip with my baby
2. Vietnam-ho chih ming
3. Internship which i am still considering
4. hall production
5. attend a secret course
6. tuition-free
7. paint my room and fix it properly...my mum is nagging already
8. meet up with ppl i missed so much especially spending time with family
9. i promise i will come out with some time to practice carom. sorry subra
10. lastly, mahjiong as mani as i can

haha. i only got one month of holiday to do so many things. faint~

NTU rob my feedom away.

2008-11-09T01:22:00.000-08:00

i changed my blog address. reason? no reason. dun like it.

3 more days to 1st paper. bless me. i haven touch on the subject. thurs-Jap paper. stress!!!

I just carn wait to go away from here. i wan to go hongkong, bangkok, taiwan. more and more. zhihui was toking about grad trip. mine will be like still so long can. munshee tahan tahan.

Can e pls get esplanade for cultural night. dun do it at substation, the place is so mud. opps.

2008-11-09T01:19:00.000-08:00

Genting. i'm coming in 18 days time
Vietnam Ho chiMing... 25 more days...

2008-11-05T17:11:00.000-08:00

baby passed his gastric flu to me. i was having fever for two days. which makes him so guilty. haha. so he took care of me very well.

baby is sick!

2008-11-03T01:49:00.000-08:00

i think i need to jot down my password for emails and watever accounts. if not i always has to spend time trying the passwords.

baby was sick today, stomach not feeling well, so we went to medical centre to see doctor, poor boy was down with fever. and i went for jap oral todaee. its bad!! the senseh repeated two times the question and my answer is, sumimaseh, i dunno wt is the question. i'm so dead. den i went to print the MB106 assignment and i start surfing the net i din realise i surfed for one whole hr, and my poor baby was waiting for me to go back. i'm sorrie.

gonna meet jas for dinner. tata~

2008-11-01T18:39:00.000-07:00

yeah. i manage to fix my blog. properly. no overlaps of words. and proper music. fatin nice?

Random pics

2008-11-01T17:38:00.000-07:00

sux and cows bdae.
the cat loves him. yew!
our breakfast.
kbox with supper. the food is not so bad. worth it.
behind us are the bride and bridegroom.
this is rock jocks. haha. the name sounds...
i baked the cheesecake. it was edible. but it feels more liek agar agar.
i love mango. anyway, this was at malacca.
check out the smile. we are bro and sis
the little gal is my cousin's gf. really little. anyway, this cousin of mine loves his cousin. we love you too.

2008-11-01T17:35:00.000-07:00

Dearest ah ma

Jasmine and me!
This gal helped me alot. love you

2008-11-01T17:27:00.000-07:00

babies day out

2008-11-01T16:59:00.000-07:00

morning when i woke up, i rush to teach tuition. den i meet my baby to fatin's bro wedding. ok. it was abit weird ther, chinese to malay wedding. after which we went to queensway to shop for awhile and baby bought me a shirt. ate katong laksa, and by then both of us are damn sleepy becos of the full stomach, so we decided not to go back hall becos hse was nearer, and the moment we reach home, we were knock out. den we rush down to cine for our kbox session. lalala~ back to hall!!! well done baby, we only took 2 trips of cab and the rest we tok mrt and bus. i am proud of us=D so, after enjoying ourself for a whole day, now we have to rush out our report which has to be handed in at 4.30pm, but i'm sorry i carn help you(the reason i am not helping in is becos he says that my eng is too lousy and if i were to type the assignment, it will affect his grades.) yeah, so i just acc him until he finish everything. tmr is jap oral, excited!! i've been toking to myself in jap for 2 daes. i wan to score!!!

ps. fatin dun be too pekchek okie!! u wan to tok to someone, tok to me!!

2008-10-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

did i tell you that my bro got a motor license. and the other when we over to ah ma new hse, he didn't bring a helmet. and cost me spending 25 bucks cabbing back hall.

so bored. 1 more hr to sch. i carn wait for tmr night. celebrating moo moo bdae. and maybe a midnight movie. coffin!!!. i dun wan to stay in hall. i wan to breath the outside air.

my bdae pics, i finally upload them. it was a one month ago event. and i wan to thank everyone for coming. did i thank before. but i was quite sad cos wenli's not here.

::when u are busy judging, u have no time to love them::

2008-10-29T19:37:00.000-07:00

Its been some time since we took a family pic. without gong gong which is impossible. and stupid bro who injured himself during a motor ride.

Thank you for attending.with love.
baby xin xin
I cannot believe i cried during speech. i am weak!
Thank god baby ho was there. but he's the one who made me do the speech.

2008-10-29T19:24:00.000-07:00

thank you shanghai!

beloved ah ma. only if gong gong was here.

thank you for coming. yihui is missing.
my yummy mango cake

haha. wat a face!!!

2008-10-29T18:37:00.000-07:00

opps. i look so white.

i randomly picked this picture. anyway, nice one. 49 rox!

2008-10-29T18:15:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i am staying awake waiting for Jap klass to start. i scared i miss it again. Anyway, its hk serial marathon again. ever since baby noes how to dl, i've been bugging him to do it for me.
::gem of life::
::east meet west dunno wat::
both super nice!

did i tell you its 50's potluck on monday. nan de there's an event. but i missed it despite making lotsa agar agar.

btw. one more month to finish exam. i wan to end this no-life life.

lala~~2 more hrs to school. boring.

2008-10-28T10:21:00.000-07:00

wooh. this is my 200th post. but my stupid blog page was screw up. fix it tmr.

somthing to warn u guys, look out for a cab that is in black. it cost 5 bucks when u board it. its fucking expensive.

it is getting so bored in hall. everyday u come out, see the same thing. no movies. no life. no nth. and the other day, me and baby was so bored until we went to watch high school musical, not very nice though. should i watch coffin lehx?

whole body pain now. tmr got 2 quiz but i got no strength to study le. abit regret goin for the training. alright. i go join baby n lala land for awhile before i start mugging. ciao

start loving and not hating.

2008-10-15T13:51:00.000-07:00

start loving and not hating.
start encouraging and not being jealous.
start working hard and not envy.

well well well

some ppl juz comment tat my agm report was full of broken english. i got no idea m english end up in this shit. sometimes i mysef also cnt make out what the hell i m writing. from young, i cnt speak and write properly. lucky engine doesn't need english. its just physics and maths. let me tell you some facts. i scored As for my PSLE grades, except for english. gt 6 As for o level, except for english. passed all my A level subject except for GP. this is how bad i am. paul asked me to blog more, so that i can improve my english. But sumtimes even i read my own entries, i feel like puking. i promise myself, i will attend english class once i graduate. I dun think i can speak to my boss the way i am toking now.

ws raining heavily today, and i expected good weather to sleep, and tat is why i stop my mum from coming to ntu. and cancelled my tuition. and yes! i slept til 6pm. around 3 pm, the thunder and lightnig is like so scary can, blk 50 had a blackout. but i was so lazy to leave my bed in case when i come back, i cnt fall asleep. and so, i called dq and asked him whether jasen has called anyone for help. somehow if blk 50 without jasen, it will be like so weird. i think i will miss him when he grad.

hall supper's turnout was good. very good. so far best. felt happy for them. nasi lemak was as usual, movie was nice. 'meet dave'.

exams is coming in one month. and my daily routine is like waking up at 2 3 pm. slack around. sometimes go klass. 5.30pm watch show. dinner. den watch show. den walk around. go comms hall or 49. den come back and play mj if not play scrabble. gossip with paula den eat supper. after that go to bed at 5am. and yes.. i haven been studying. i am not going to bao any subjects. i wan o score Bsssss..

time to sleep. go and dream about my vietnam trip. after tat dream bangkok. yeah.

2008-10-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

zoom..the weekend pass so fast. went shopping at town on saturday. and ther is nth for me to buy, however i still spent 100 plus ther. and travelling from town to woodlands is further den from town to bukit batok.

this week every night have hall stuff again. last week oso like tt. how to study man. todae i missed jap klass again. but i nv go get mc. tmr have to go home becos i left my wallet, pencil box at home. ahhhh.

2008-10-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

tuesday was hall X annual investiture, however the attendance was like shit. wednesday was sing and strum night, but i think it looks more like a 49-gather-and-we-sing-for-you night. the week past so damn fast, and its already fridae. i am so ashame of myself not even knowing where is lt2. haha. i think i can count the number of times i go to sch. and i hope i will attend sch next week.

ytd night was like a fucking busy night which i dunno why. cast audition, den i went to print the script, take key, den go for adhoc meeting. and i went for 51 to celebrate chee wei's bdae. phew. and ytd night, the crazy jasen took starlet out an drive at the speed of 140km/h. and he dun dare to tell the owner. i was toking to acers coach last night, and he taught me how to go on a diet. we had quite a long conversation. haha.

ok. i got nth to do over the weekend, think i shall start studying.

=D bangkok i will come. haha.

2008-10-05T12:28:00.000-07:00

My boyfriend is busy playing with the new itouch and i am bored.

one week ago i was celebrating my birthday. It was a happy day and i wan to thank my sponsorers, cindy and firda for helping me deco the place, jasmine for settling the bookings for me and dear baby for executing the party and also all those who had attended and my bro was excused. Anyway, i felt so lost that day not knowing wat to do and i think bdae parties are nice gatherings for people for haven met for donkey years.the most horrible thing is near the end of the party, my face was mosturised by cake creams.

the dae before my bdae, 49ers went to party world to celebrate gene's bdae. and since its so mani ppl, 10 bucks a person is damn cheap.

yesterday i went over to my ah ma new hse for ktv session. haha. not bad its quite fun!! but i feel so bad becos i missed shirley's bdae party but woodlands and simei realli too far. i am so so sorry. I was suppose to shift my cupboard todae but since i overslept. have to do it next weekend.

anyway i just went back to teaching tuition again becos afternoon without doing anything is too bored and since the pay is not bad and its near my hse.

alright i will post the pictures very soon when i get it from celab.

last note. i wan to thank cindy for getting the present for me.

2008-10-03T05:09:00.000-07:00

hello everyone

yay. I finally manage to change my blogskin. But i dun realli like it. so i will change again. see u

2008-09-17T14:31:00.000-07:00

the pictures are super random. one was taken almost one year ago. when i was still in 52. the one is my cute cousin khine yi. and also when i went back to fuhua. last one is when we were celebrating casey's bdae.

2008-09-17T14:25:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah! i'm using my own com in darlin's room becos i am using kaibin's router. hehe. jus now was hall ten's mid autumn celebration, well well... i think i am more use to singing in the public already. i miss my quiz todae but it was on purpose becos i cnt take quiz for three consecutive days. however i woke up damn late and i almost miss the see doctor time. lucky i met casey, and he was kind enough to send me ther. phew. if not i would have to be like the other time. spent 50 bucks seeing doctor.

2008-09-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

the reason tat i'm not blogging. 1. lazy to log in. 2. whenever i see myself typing the cui english i feel so lousy. one day i shall go sign up for how to improve ur english course.

btw. i jus woke up from a 6 hour sleep after not sleeping for 36 hours. becos of the damn quiz. and i tot iam having quiz on monday wed and fridae. but i juz realise it is mon tue wed. which means i have a quiz tmr. kill mi!!!!

anyway last fridae watched bangkok dangerous. i dun like nicholas cage cos he looks old yet not charming but i like his acting. darling watch the show too=D same time but not with mi. ha.

this afternoon even though i was damn tire. i went to find yh and cow for lunch. i am missing all of them.

i'm goin away this sunday. i miss penang's kway teow soup. u can nv find them in singapore. and the crab noodle. yum yum.

and yeah. my bdae is coming. the most happy thing is i am going to be 21 and i can da yao da bai walk into the casino. hurray. and i got no idea wat i wan for bdae. seriously seriously. i wan sumthing tat comes from heart. i wan good grades. and oso, psp and itouch. and this year i'm going to add a new wish, good health to my whole family.

and..happy belated mid autumn. every year i celebrate it at my ah ma hse, and this yr, my ah ma rediculously went to genting on mid autumn and all of us got no place for dinner. so ke lian. i miss the days when my grandpa is still around. den all the kids will play with lantern and stuff. whole family~~~

2008-08-27T12:43:00.000-07:00

Even though terence kang might not see this. But anyway, Happy belated 21st Birthday!!!

anyway. i'm so dead. i got 5 damn cores and i am so lagging behind. i miss holidaes!!!

2008-08-21T12:01:00.001-07:00

the pain for not attending lesson for the whole week is...i am having 4 tutorial klass tmr.

anyway, the security paid blk 50 a visit juz now. and mahjiong session shall stop from today onwards. we will still bring in the table but for study purpose. ha.

my precious baby is going to be 24 soon and i am cracking my head to think of sumthing. sumthing not very expensive. anybody wan to give me some suggestions?

2008-08-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

Why Why Why

Why didn't i choose to go poly 5 yrs ago. 1st i can study my course. second i dun hab to come uni to study and den make myself so poor. Haix

todae is a saturday but i was too poor to go out u see.

i've been losing mahjiong for the past two months. irritating.

ytd was 50 bbq. long time nv hear 50 make so much noise le. kinda miss it.

ok sorrie for being random. gtg. byebye

2008-08-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

4 weeks ago

I was still at shanghai. so fast one month past le. if u were to ask mi wat i like bout that place..it will be the cheap clothes, cheap bags, cheap ..... and i hate the air and food there which made mi ended up in hospital. Anyway, the trip was fun!! the group of 19 of us daily's routine was to go for breakfast at the hotel(which was four star and yet the food sux) =, den we weill take a one hr bus journey to the home. follow by doiung our services which we were divided into three teams and one will go to the old folks, one to the children and the other to the refurbishment. the old folks there were super nice and frenly ppl and their children are especially noisy. den we will end at around 4, go for shopping den for dinner, den back to hotel, debrief, sleep. so my trip ther. half of the time doing cip and half ...SHOPPING. and i think i spent a bomb ther. until i travel overseas den i realise i actualli miss singapore especially my beloved di. and of course my frens(fatin and jasmine =) ).

three weeks ago

i went to genting with my baby. and i wasn't allow to go in the casino becos i was two months underage. damn!! so HE went by himself and ME stay in the room watch my hongkong show. this time round, we didn't go theme park.

two weeks ago

Hall Ten Foc

i choose to be in welfare becos i dun realli exactly like to be gl cos its all saikang. but i realise welfare can be alot of saikang oso. but i think the foc is not bad.

one week ago

sch start already and i haven been attending classes. hopefully tmr i will go.

yesterday

Batam trip-cable ski

now my whole body aching. and this time, i skied more times and tried the standing up one, but i failed to. next time i shall do it. i think the trip was fun and the place is a nice place to relax and suntan.

alright will post the photos soon. good nite.

2008-07-04T11:57:00.001-07:00

ok. i am so stupid. i am flying off on sundae morning. not monday. and for now. i haben change money. haben pack my stuff. and i was waiting to spend a beautiful sundae morning with my baby. and now. all gone. and when i told him i made a mistake. he now angry with mi. i'm sorrie darling. anyway two weeks ago, he already suffered from the pre munshee goin shanghai symtoms. juz now when i sae goodbye to him. i cnt believe i cried at the bus stop. haha. can u imagine how hard i goin to cry at terminal 3.

had my dinner with fatin and bf and firda. i miss chilli fish pasta cos i rmb i always go to swensens and order the same thing. den we went over to settlers cafe for games. one hr is not enuff. but its late already. we shall go again ok.

anyway, i got this fren who is ignoring becos i dun exactly noe wat i did. hopefully i dun die in shanghai den i can come bac and pester her. but anyway. happy 21st bdae.

2008-07-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

todae is thur. for the past last half week i was rotting away. and i love it becos i can wake up late den slowly get up for lunch den go bac sleep. den find sumthing to do. and the best thing is tat darling also stop his work so he can acc mi for the last week before i go shanghai.

mondae went mediacorp to catch superband. the sound system is up to max. sit down ther listen cd oso song. anway i went ther to support my bro. but becos sumthing went wrong so they didn't manage to get into the next round. try harder next time=)

tuesdae afternoon. mi and dardar went to eat coca steamboat buffet.this time round not with some other ppl so we can eat as mch as we wan. song song song. eat until wan vomit. after which we went to amk to collect his stuff. den back to orchard to catch 21. not bad a show. especially when it comes to gamble. i love it.

anyway got this website. not bad resolution. and i yi kou ji watch brokeback mountain and vantage point and butterfly effect. song.

4 more daes and i will be leaving for shanghai. and dar dar will be alone n singapore. poor him.

2008-06-29T07:13:00.000-07:00

the last post was one month ago. so now one month later.

Happy 7 months my snoring like a pig darling.

have been working randomly for one month. tried all sorts of job. receptionist. banquet waitres. vouncher chopper. telemkg. and one more week i will be leaving for shanghai. i'm so sorrie yihui won't be in town for ur bdae. get u a big gift when i'm back. anyway i will be back on the 20th. and most prob will be going sumwhr else after tat. den follow by will be foc.

ytd i organise 49 bbq. however due to the lack in experience i receive alot of help. anyway the bbq still was ok. and dunno wat happen to my darling. cook the whole night. which then we made a trip down to jasmine's bdae party. and the clumpsy mi spilled coke on myself. but lucky it was the ugly chingay shirt and jessica was kind enough to lend mi her shirt. if nt mi and dardar won't be able to catch a movie. and i didnt ne there's such thing as F cup cookies. amaze and kaibing bought it back to sell. hah. and thanks to kaibing who was kind enough to fetch us to db. Get smart is such a boring and lame and stupid show tat i made mi fell alseep.

oh yah fatin. i miss u too ok. we will meet up this week for sure.

2008-06-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair until my ah ma carn regconise mi. hoho

2008-05-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

Happy 6 months to my dearest Darling!!

2008-04-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

alright. not free to blog.

left side of my face is full of problem

the lower wisdom tooth

the upper one

now a big pimple on the cheek.

2008-03-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

the best way to live my sundae will be to wake up not so late and not so early. look into th eye of the one beside u and ask "what shall we have for lunch" and we get to eat fish soup. queue for 4D buying some hope. stroll bac home hand in hand. perfect!

went all the way to paya lebar to do the culture shirt. and my monday gone. and my ear drum are bursting now becos i'm in the jam band room counting the equipments and ppl are playing.

if u can take it, den let it go.

2008-03-08T05:35:00.001-08:00

a trip to Penang during the recess made me gain weight like no body's business. one dae five meals and one meal five dishes. the food so fantastic. the place is so nice tat it makes u forget everything. driving on the road like tyrant. i wan to migrate there.

performed for HAb, probably the last time performing. cannot make up my mind to stay or not. or might not have a chance to.

finally met up with Jasmine ytd night. i think i 3 months nv see her already yet we dun feel weird or anything, i think this is wat i call friendship. Anyway we watched the eye, its like exactly the same as the hong kong one but still quite scary. but the scary effect was neutralise by step up2.

todae was ntu open hse. And he got a gig so early tat i missed it. And we spent the rest of the day sleeping. and therefore missed the church service.

looking forward to bangkok. and the shanghai trip is going to take away two weeks of my holidae and my 14 daes with darling.

mikestand gone again, and i haven do my after event report which is one month late. culture shirt not done. quiz coming up. and some ppl giving me all the shit.

ok i am the leisurely paced engine women in singapore. haha. alright do some part of my lab report before movie-ing.

2008-02-19T10:25:00.000-08:00

2008-02-19T09:46:00.000-08:00

2008-02-19T09:29:00.000-08:00

Paul Ho's family. bunch of nice ppl.

2008-02-17T08:49:00.000-08:00

the reason i am not blogging is becos i haben been oning my com for near one month. and that means i haben been leaving the side of my darling for so long. 25hrs a dae sticking together, other den goin to the toilet, i have been seeing him non-stop. and i still wan to see him more.

anyway, happy chinese new yr to all. i spent my 1st dae at ah ma hse. and the other 4 daes at kl. ate nice food ther, tok to darling's family. a nice retreat. and they are loving ppl. we ate dardar's mum's chicken rice and it's like fantastic lahx. and his bro brought us to eat nice and expensive food. and on sundae, we plan to return, but waited for 3 hrs the stupid coach didn't come. and darling was not feeling well. so we had to get refund and go bac to his bro hse. stupid bus system. and the stupid ****** women still bluff us sae the bus go le.

follow up was Vdae. Had quiz on that dae itself. and it was quite well done. my darling surprise mi by getting mi flowers the night be4 vdae. and it ruin his surprise and ppl are mad at mi. ha. we spent out night catching movie and tats it. everyday is basically like vdae.

celebrated fatin's birthdae on 15 feb. abit late lahx. but happy belated my dear. plan some sort of mini surprise and hope she likes it. and hopefully the bali trip will be a success.

went for chingay canvassing on 16 feb. its like so mani mani yrs nv go. in fact i tink i nv go be4. cos i think its so boring. and i manage to get so close to the floats and it was a good experience. and while we were walking to the destination, jus in time got fireworks. even though i dunno how to appreciate fireworks, but darling was beside mi and it makes the whole fireworks thing more beautiful.

todae... i went to see doc. 5 daes of stomach feeling bloated and diarhoe. it sux when u wan to eat and when it reaches ur mouth, u r full already. and tat is gastric flu. and all becos of him i'm getting it. but its ok becos it gives mi more reason to make him do everything.

2008-01-23T03:23:00.000-08:00

we at traffic survey.

2008-01-23T03:13:00.000-08:00

monday
the two of us didn't manage to wake up for the tutorial at 830. but we went for tutorial. den i went to see doc. got rashes cos some stupid bed bug bite me. whole body full of rashes. went for a jog at nite( very short one)

tuesdae
no classe on tue. brought ah ma for check up. and the sweetest darling acc mi ther. den acc mi to arts hse to collect invoice, and we walked from arts hse to golden mile. bought two tickets to KL. we are goin on the second dae of chinese new yr. carn wait for the trip. the most sickening part of the day is we quarrelled over super small matters. so dumb. den we rush bac for culture photoshoot. and had a majiong session. lost money again. =( oh and we bought mattress so that we dun hab to aqueeze in that tiny bed. considering the both of us are not very thin.

wed
830 lab. haha. miss it. cos the bed too comfortable le. and both of us refuse to wake up. and the lecturer is nice enuff to let us have a make up lab. and is like oni week 3 muz do lab report le. sian. practice songs in the afternoon. way back into love. nice nice.

anyway i should stop badmouthing(not exactly badmouth lahx) becos i always accidently let the person realise. paisae to max. ok gtg watch HO opening. cheerleading.

2008-01-18T03:46:00.000-08:00

a change in plan. i am staying in ntu. hopefully it will last til 2009. majiong ytd night, no luck no luck. and so far cassandra always win. sian. slept damn late last night, was trying to break the game high score. and i broke it. lousy darling. and so... i woke up late and got scolded. by him. went for elective todae. the lecturer goes on talking and talking for two hours. lucky he toking bout music. so still quite interesting. and we juz finish cleaning and rearranging the room's furniture. of course most of the time he is doing it. and i think he's going to kill mi becos i die die oso dun wan to wash clothes. ok going to celebrate le. 27 dresses tonite. wooho.

i am so flicker-minded but no doubt for my love to him.

ooo

and i thank god for answering my prayers =D

2008-01-16T11:15:00.001-08:00

ok i was trying to upload some photos. but it takes so long. i was waiting for dar to cook his bee hoon. i was at the corridor thinking bout stuffs. thinking bout how much i will miss hall. after all, i spent one and a half yr here. ppl here are nice and i will definitely miss them. like wat zhihui sae juz now, stay here some time le, got 感情 one. to the ppl and the place. and i feel bad leaving my roomie here. but i hope she understands. and i was thinking about wearing the square square thing when i graduate(if i can), haha. this is life. sometimes not everything so smooth one. accept it. i called wy juz now to ask bout her opinion, not spoken to her for damn long, i have to admit tat i miss her real much. got no idea why i called, but at least she is the one two person i really wan to tok to.

the decision to let go a degree might be wrong, but no matter wat, i will make it right. so juz wait. i realli thank my auntie for supporting mi. i realli cnt force myself to study now, gib mi some time. not going to forsake my studies. juz have to work on sumthing else.

2008-01-16T10:50:00.000-08:00

ok. i'm blogging becos i am trying to escape from helping my dearest to his stuff. haha. and he juz hitted my head. again!! anyway juz a little update, i am goin out of ntu. and when i finally make up my mind, i felt so relieved man.

last sat
darling went to meet his fren while i went for tuition klass. and we decided to have a proper date, so we meet at town, and poor thing he waited for almost an hr. watched one missed call and even though it was not very scary but i hum mahx.

on sundae
darling didn't go for church service and both of us nua in bed until evening be4 we go shop for bag. wanted to go bugis but the journey is so unbearably long. so we stop by vivo, ate my fried praWn noodle and the poor boy queued for like so long lahx. shop around and i bought a bag, his face was so black cos he didn't get one. haha.

on mon
darling met two new fren in sch todae, haha. dunno is a good thing or bad lahx. anyway, all of them was like depress, so at night, they went for a drink at some pub. and mi too, had a cup. and i seriously hate beer.

on tue
woke up early in the morning to bring my ah ma to the jurong medical centre for eye op. and i was so damn sleepy. waited and waited. lucky he was there with mi. and after sending ah ma home, we walked bac to my hse in the rain. and tat is how i fall sick. running a little bit of fever tat night.

despite being damn sick todae, i had to go town to do some stuff. and then head back to hall. ok. i think he has done packing. juz in time.

by the way, seriously i'm not a joke. it was juz impossible. i juz wish that we both move on and all the best.

2007-12-29T11:26:00.000-08:00

on the 29 was our one month. happy one month darling.

on fri result was out. and it was like shit. hopefully everything will be fine. mi and darling went down to the arts hse to sign contract for culture night. den since i got no mood for any bbq and since i am already in town, i decided to spend the night with him. ate kfc at tiong bahru, pls go ther and try their kfc cos got the best chix in town, comparable to those from malaysia. we wanted to catch a movie but i called fatin instead since i'm near her home. and we end up meeting each other with our bf at pool junction to play pool. i wan to thank darling for going with mi even though he doesn't like double date kind of thing. so nice of him. after pooling, we stroll down to the cathay to see if there's any show we can watch. but got nth. so we to check at ps, decided to catch michael clayton. oh man, this show got no subtitle and all the while the show keep toking and toking, i almost fall asleep. boring. we had a little argument tat night cos i sae darling was stupid haha. he was so angry with mi.

on sat darling went for his jam band audition, i was so reluctant to let him go becos he will see sumbody whom of course i will not like him to see. i missed my tuition anyway and the ger doesn't wan a make up which means i have to wait another week for my pay. =( finally had some time to watch my hk drama, word twister adventure. nice show. got chiobu. den i waited for darling to come bac from his audition, and got to noe from him tat some ppl commented on the blue strap i gave to darling, who r u to comment sia. shut up. darling den cook mi simple dinner, thank u so much and for washing the plates and stuff.

sometimes when u are out for a few daes, u feel like u wan to juz stay at home and rot, but once u stays at home, u carn wait go out. i was feeling this juz now. so bored at home. especially with him not around. no one to watch tv with mi, no one to share the bed with. opps. haha. we quarrelled again juz now. almost everyday we are fighting but after tat, we love each other more. haha. so cheesy.

alright gtg. and dearest wenli, i realli miss u so much =D

2007-12-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

it has been one month like tt since i blog and i juz saw my result and yes, wait for two more weeks. the holidaes has been fine. dunno wat i do oso. work a little. got for some ih, spend most of my time with him. slacking around. catch few movies, warlord, i am legend, redline, and i rmb watching this good luck chuck which was R21. we bought the tix without noeing it. got to go le.

i will be bac to blog later tonight.

2007-12-27T21:43:00.000-08:00

The flowers from darling. sweet sweet. The other pic is me at desaru before we left the place.

2007-11-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

yay. exams over. even though its over ahx.. but time to worry bout my result. i study full two daes and is so super shag. but still think i shud go prepare writing my appeal letter le. so dead. and i can take down my triangle le. even though i dun usually put it up. few daes before i scald my hand while ironing, and ytd i scald my two fingers with hot water. 2007 realli feels like shit man. lucky its going to be over soon.

alrite shall plan my holidaes le. majiong, meeting up with frens, watch my hk show, go bac to my ah ma hse. hopefully i can get a 2 weeks job cos i'm seriously broke. and to begin the holidae, i;m goin desaru tmr. yea. carn wait to lie on the beach. tanning like crazy. ok. shall stop here. happy holidae to all.

2007-11-19T09:51:00.000-08:00

hello world. i'm at mac now. studying. cos i slept from 5 am ytd til 10pm. trying to make u for it now.

2007-11-17T10:07:00.001-08:00

i'm bac at home. after not coming home for the last three weeks. i miss home so much. and i juz got to noe, my grandma is shifting to woodlands. i hope i can shift ther soon too. i'm so sick of bukit batok.

i sumtimes hate myself for being with u, cos it seems like the time being with u, u brought everything away from mi. i hate it. i feel so sad cos i had miss out all the moments and now, its so damn hard to get bac. and everyone seems to get over with it le... so...

there's something at the way u look at me.

2007-11-16T06:41:00.000-08:00

happy birthdae casey!!

i was watching juz married this morning. nice show especially when u are watching it with. and i had a hard time going to sleep in the morning and so i struggled til afternoon before i fell asleep. and all the way i sleep til 7pm. den went over 49 to celebrate casey's bdae. i tried to hide at one corner but still... and now my hair smells so like shit. with all the starch, washing powder, tartar and some stupid detergent. but it was so fun. 49 is the BEST.

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天
我和春天有个约会

2007-11-15T10:33:00.000-08:00

todae's prob and stats was a mess. hopefully i can pass lahx. at least a C pls. after the paper i was dman shag, dun have the mood to even eat lunch. den i went to sleep. woke up at 4 plus to go for crime and punishment. lucky casey drove ther, if not muz walk ther. and some stupid ass...er. forget it. and basically i crap thru the whole crime paper, and left early cos i got nth to write at all. and the moment i reach hall, i was diving to my bed. gonna study tonite already. good luck to all peeps having exams.

2007-11-12T12:40:00.000-08:00

i juz realised i haben been blogging for like.. two months. omg. mani mani mani things happened this two months. too much tings to be said. i guess i'll juz forget bout everything that happened. 3 more daes to exam. i'm looking at my notes. staring. one more month, i'll be bac to blog again.

take care ppl.

2007-09-13T14:22:00.001-07:00

i was late for my quiz todae. and i got a lousy seat. right in front of the lecturer. liew. tmr got quiz. and i am nt studying. no mood. went to mj juz now. lost money. can i stop losing. and.. the 1st time i acted. haha. so furnie. yet quite fun actualli. goin to perform for hall production. anyway its oni a small role. yeah. the overseas cip, they goin shanghai. carn wait. hopefully by then i'm still in ntu. wahaha. ok gotta sleep.

one more month to hari raya. yea...haha

2007-09-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

one batam trip. cable ski!!
its fun u noe but its so tiring. for the 1st few tryouts, i can still make it. but after tt, my arms are like jelly already, the thing move and i drop into water. haha. and stupid baby dunno how to swim. the night be4 we went ther, i was doing my lab report the whole nite. was so fucking sleepy. and when we were coming bac from batam, i cnt be bothered to change, and it was so freezing cold. and i saw casey's msg saying the next dae got quiz, holy.. when i reach home i was knock out lahx. den when i woke up, it was 2 am, and i continue to do my report. yeah. and it was finally done!!

three more quiz on their way....

2007-09-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

fri night. i played majiong. lost!! but nvm. majiong is not everytime win one. den terence was telling mi ghost story, so i was so hum to go bac room until morning.

sat was dnd. not too bad. but not exactly veri keen in it. and someone said some stuff tt pissed mi off. fuck off man. i rather spend the nite with baby. after dnd, i followed the 49s to kbox. the same one we went last yr. haha. but this time, more ppl and more fun.

went to watch no reservation, the show quite nice eh. though it was long. went to dine in at secret recipe. and i saw zali. yeah, tmr going batam le. but i haven finish my lab report. which means...tonite no nid sleep le. all the best man.

ciao

2007-09-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

ytd night. i wanted to fiinsh up my lab report. but when i look at it, i felt like sleeping. so i went to sleep. but i couldn't sleep. so end up, i go find ppl to tok. and i saw shooting star lehx. but i was too high and stun oso, so i forgotten to make a wish. and yea.. i am teaching tuition now. i mean now. todae tuitio n straight 4 hrs, and i tell u, i was so bored until i cnt be bothered and took out the laptop. another 2 hrs to go.

3 more dae to batam

2007-09-05T13:22:00.000-07:00

4.20 am already, and mr fitri still haven get bac to mi. are u lost in the jungle. can u dun go outfield again. i was so so happy on tue night, cos mr fitri agree to eat at my ah ma hse for dinner, and ate watever food that was serve, and he actually wash the dishes when he dun even do that bac at home.

this afternoon , i missed my lab session becos i was too lazy to go. and i couldn't be bothered bout it. in the evening, it was the subcom recruitment night, soooooooo boring i tell u. and the good news of the night is... casey is goin to be my biz mag, which means i can dun bother bout the mooncake and carolling stuff le. went to play majiong earlier, won 18. and i was damn lucky lahx. and our game super fast, cos we finish it less than 2 hrs. break record.

ok i need to go sleep le. i wan to see mr fitri tmr.